• margo soup
  • 7.31.24



it’s hard to tell what i liked about this book but somehow i was charmed


“ I'd wondered about the phrase ‘Hungry Ghost’ when Mark first wrote that poem. What did he mean by it? How could ghosts be hungry? But it made perfect sense to me now: The longing for the food you could no longer eat The memory of of having a body. People were constantly giving ghosts food, offerings of persimmons and oranges, pan de muerto on the Day of the Dead; even Halloween was about nothing so much as candy. What the Dead wanted, above all else, was to eat, to cram their mouths full, to feel the calories flood their bloodstream, to be part of it again: life. Bloody, squirming, pulsing, hungry life.”
  • flame soup
  • 7.26.24



ran into at least 3 strangers also reading this book rah what a delightful thing it is to be basic
  • grandparent soup
  • 7.23.24

photos of my grandparents: the weight of an arm connecting them behind the food-cluttered dining table, on gingham lawn chairs at a picnic, on a couch in the dim living room. my lola looks straight into the camera, no urge to turn the corners of her mouth if she does not want to. she does not put up a front. my lolo: grinning ear to ear. no one ever tells you how many photos you’ll end up in with another person when you meet them. but i think he was happy to be in them with her.

on saturday mornings when i was little, i sat in the squeaky high chair at my grandparents’ plastic-covered kitchen table. she let us watch spongebob as she mixed nesquik powder into giant cups of milk. when my lolo came in, they would throw words at each other, speeding into shouts. it was loud and harsh and all in tagalog. theirs was the most volatile relationship i can remember in my childhood. i didn’t have to understand a word they said. one time i asked my mom why they fought so much. she said i should ask them. i didn’t.

decades have passed since the yellow kitchen cartoon mornings. my grandparents bicker but they are too tired to raise their voices. my lola unwraps a popsicle for my lolo. they share a blanket on the sofa. he tells me how he got his driver’s license so he could drive her around. she remembers.
  • party soup
  • 7.19.24

tae made me cry
  • joy soup
  • 7.19.24

joy held my hand and told me it was too small and deeply unsatisfying
  • hot soup
  • 7.18.24

tryna get my hair to cartoonish voluminosity
  • beach soup
  • 7.15.24

much more pleasant conditions
  • tornado soup
  • 7.15.24

lil night walk w the gang in a tornado warning
  • hwachae soup 2
  • 7.14.24

hehe AGAIN
  • hwachae soup
  • 7.13.24

watermelon +
raspberries +
blackberries +
strawberries +
lychee mogu mogu +
strawberry calpico +
mango popping boba +
sprite +
ice